What a lame tittle
Since this post is about my current life, and my life wasn't that amazing so no bombastic word for my tittle.
Actually, I'm curious whether is there HUMANBEING reading my blog as I didn't told anyone I'm blogging. I wasn't a professional blogger, first. I don't always have free time for my blog, second. My language and grammar sucks, obviously. And last but not list, I don't really share my life. Here is just for me to crab sometimes. Most of my post is about my opinion over something, movie .. drama .. love life ... just not my life. It might be, but not as much as a real BLOGGER do.
'Hot cake' of the day was ---- my mum got fired, after she worked for .... 3 weeks I guess. This marked the end of my freedom and my peaceful life, damn shit. Although it wasn't 100 % her fault to be fired, but yet I have to admit that her attitudes covered half of the reason. I want her to get a job. Her kids had grown up, they had their own life. Not to mean no time spending with her, but most of the time we're outside, work .. study ... tuition ... She must have her own life too so that she wouldn't feel lonely after her husband had passed away. I want her to be part of the world, instead of her own little life.
I had a dream on last night., meeting up with my handsome daddy =) . I guess this is the way we both connected because the dream doesn't felt like a dream. Nothing illogical happen, just me and my dad sitting together and had our breakfast like those days. He looks healthy, tanned as he was. I remember I asked ' Are you suffering now ?' He nod. The word ' NOW ' is the life if he recover and continue to work as usual .... Then I know it's a wise choice to set him free. Although I can't see him .. touch him or hug him .... but dreams just satisfied my yearn =)
I read one of my college mate's blog. Unsurprisingly, I'm not one of her true friends. I often show up my dissatisfaction towards her. I hate people gain without work hard or depends on other. Since you are in the class, what's wrong with you can't pay attention ?? You are not deaf or blind, you know to complain lecturer was talking to loud, then you should have got things. And please, stop being so hypocritical. Praise people sincerely wasn't that hard. Or you just keep your mouth shut !
Well, time to concentrate back on my dear Mathematics. Last subject to go ! Hwaiting !!
Addicted towards Running Man !!!!! It's just simply awesome xD
Cause DAD you're amazing
Just the way you are
♥
Thanks dad, on all the things u gave Me and make my life perfect
If I Die Young
by Santana in Glee S5
- FAREWELL TO FINN
It's kind a outdated to post this as Cory had actually passed away on last year
But then yesterday Glee S5 ep3 was on Star Word
and it did reminds me a lot
about Finn Hudson
and my DAD ♥
=)
I remembered a lot quotes by Kurt Hummel on yesterday episode SHAME is a wasted emotion
one of them
We don't neither show or express our loves to anyone we loved
We don't hug each other to show our supports
We don't left a kiss on cheek whenever we say Good Bye
We thought that Thank You was not necessary especially among family members
We are shy to do so
Just because of our stupid shame
Then
We missed the chance to say I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU
Man do shared a command mistake Man learn to appreciate after we lost something was once so damn precious in our live
Somehow human is brilliant
Yet when it comes to death
we are helpless
we are naked
' Everyone wants to talk about how he dies, but who cares. One moment in his whole life, I care more about how he lived. ' --- Kurt Hummel
' How do parents go on when they lose a child ? How do they wake up every day ？How do they breath ? But when you do wake up, and for just a second, you forget. And the, oh you remember. And it's like getting the call again, and again, every time. You don't get to stop waking up, you have to keep on being a parent, even thought you don't get to have a child anymore.' -----Finn's mum, Carole.
It's hurts
I'm not the parent
But I am the child that lose a daddy
It just fell exactly the same
Time by time
I learn how to savor a cup of coffee
I mean real type of coffee
No extra sugars or milk
No any available flavor
Just a pure cup coffee
It starts with bitter taste
and then when it's running along your throat
a taste of sweet of coffee just appear
then disappear ~
Just like life
Bitter taste shows how tasty sweet is
Happiness was so tasty during those hard time
Every happy moment in my life
I'm sure its locked up in deep part of my heart
When life come to confusion
Those memory do helps to remind me who am I
Why have I come so far
So
Reveal your Love !!!!
There shouldn't be regrets in our life
=)
P.s My favorite coffee is espresso
xD
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I hates the difference
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