5.04.2012

Happiness

{ Happiness }
not everyone is qualified to have it

just like me
I don't think I should own it
since I admit that I m not a good person
HONESTLY

MOODY in d starting of every month
I wonder what happen to me
I don't feel stress actually
although this year is my SPM year

I really don't know what happen to me

hate to communicate to anyone
finding someone to scold
get mad easily

I really hate myself like this
is totally out of my style
= =

always try hard to protect myself form others
not to believe anyone easily
even HIM
is not be trusted also

I m cruel
ya I know

but what to do
I cnt change
this world is FAKE
so do us

human
are always fake enough

I was not well on expressing my true feelings
cause I feel it is quite awkward
like forcing other people help to solve my own problems
is't funny ??

I was always appreciated what the GOD gave me
知足者常乐
means we will always happy if we only appreciate what we had and don't envy on what other people got
this sentence is always in my mind
my heart
that's why I quite surprising on what i have now
quite Brilliant brain [ haha xD ]
quite Pretty face [ narcissism xP ]
a Happy family with my beloved parents and cute sis and a naughty bro
a HIM who love me damn much
trusted Friends --- NCO
and last but not list
some secret admirers [ xP ]

Don't you think i own too much
I m actually wondering why I could own them
since I think I was not qualified to have them in my cruel world

dear GOD
thank you so much for all of this
I promise I will appreciate all of them well in the rest of my life
I willing to sacrifice to protect them
to hold them

`Love is the biggest treasure in this world`
Love from everyone



Exam will start on next week
until the week before holiday
wish myself Good Luck
and no moody please 
=)

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